Sometimes one has to wonder...

Voice Post

2007-12-25T00:00:18Z

This meme was fun, and I encourage everyone to do it. :D

2007-12-15T14:01:06Z

Go to the Wikipedia home page (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Main_Page) and click random article. That is your band's name.

Click random article again. That is your album name.

Click random article 15 more times. Those are the tracks on your album.

Band: Weeping Blood Axe of the Mountain Troll
Album: Tlapanec

Track 1: Cyril Edward Gourley
Track 2: Thanks!
Track 3: Tacumbú
Track 4: Alpine Ironman
Track 5: Sergei K. Godunov
Track 6: Make Roads Safe
Track 7: Beirut Baptist School
Track 8: Cobra Blood Hangover (The International Playboys album)
Track 9: Things Aren't So Beautiful Now
Track 10: Hair in My Eyes Like a Highland Steer
Track 11: Magic Christian Music
Track 12: SoftMaker
Track 13: George H. Miller House
Track 14: Buckingham Nicks
Track 15: Levi T. Griffin

gothikbutterfly @ 2007-12-01T07:40:00

2007-12-01T12:44:12Z

hello friends!!!

Now that I've hopefully gotten your attention, I want your address so I can send out x-mas cards. Yes, it's only the first, but I really want to do it this year, and so I need a head start. Just fill out the survey before, and the results will only be for my eyes. THANKS!

View Poll: Addresses

gothikbutterfly @ 2007-07-20T17:17:00

2007-07-20T21:35:38Z

This morning I had a weird dream. The part that really stuck out was that I was running from this evil creature, I think it was a robot. I was trying to hide from it and I finally found a hiding place in a bathroom. I locked the main door, then went into a stall and locked myself into there. Then there was a knock on the door and a voice called from the other side to let them in. I let her in, a small statured teen with a black lolita dress on, black hair, pale skin. I told her not to let anyone else in. I knew the girl somehow, but that was just in dream world. I hid in my stall again and there came another knock. It was another voice that I recognized, but I knew something was wrong about it. I told the lolita girl to not let her in, but she did anyways. The sheer terror that I felt when the door opened. It was our friend, but she had the robot creature with her, standing behind her surrounded in blue light. It was creating a hologram of the girl, but it looked like the little holograms on star wars. Shotty and blue.

I freaked and ran outside of the bathroom, past the robot. I knew that I was somehow stuck inside a movie or a game, but I didn't know how to shut the power off to get back to the "real world". I figured the only way to do it was to kill myself. I ran into a dinning room and hopped up on the tables to try and get away from the robot. I jumped from table to table. I saw a man dressed in army fatigues and asked if he had his field knife on him. He did. I grabbed the knife and kept running over the tables. I decided that I had to slit my throat or my wrists, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it... So I found an open window. I climbed onto the roof and realized I was two stories up. The only way for me to kill myself would be to jump off of the building, but since it wasn't far up, I'd have to land perfectly to snap my neck. I took a running start and lept off.

Everything went slow motion from then on. I slowly rolled in the air, turning my back to the ground, and my head was aimed to the ground. I felt free, falling wasn't scary, it was beautiful. I slowly made my way to the ground, but I could feel my feet weighing down. It was too late to readjust, so my feet was turning my head up. I wouldn't die now, just hurt myself incredibly. I landed on the ground, hard, on my upper back (shoulder blades). I laid there for a bit, going into 3rd person mode. I saw people getting up from their tables and running towards me. Then everything gets black.

Then I have Anthony's arms around me and we're walking away from where I had landed, others are walking with me as well. Turns out, the whole thing was fake. I was in a movie, but I wasn't told that. The director wanted the real emotions showing through. So it was a good thing I didn't actually kill myself, cause then I would be dead.

:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:

There was more to that dream, but I can't remember it all and don't have the time to type it all. That was the main thing that stuck with me.

I dream quite a bit about restrooms... But most of the time, they are enormous rooms, with a lot of toilets, but without anything seperating the toilets. Today was the first time that I can remember that I drempt about stalls.

Voice Post

2007-06-13T20:32:47Z

gothikbutterfly @ 2007-06-09T18:04:00

2007-06-09T22:06:21Z

The instant before I woke up today, I saw Anthony for a split second with his hand sliced open, blood everywhere, his face bloody. I'm not sure if he had anymore cuts, but I know his hand was sliced opened real bad and it got me scared.

Voice Post

2007-06-06T03:11:02Z

Voice Post

2007-06-03T10:33:59Z

Voice Post

2007-06-02T09:47:22Z

Voice Post

2007-05-26T19:25:52Z

gothikbutterfly @ 2007-03-03T16:19:00

2007-03-03T21:23:41Z

I've been feeling so good about myself lately. Last night I bought a new shirt and three pairs of jeans. Two didn't fit, but the third ones did. I felt wonderful last night. It's funny how a new outfit makes you feel sexy. And it doesn't even have to look sexy. :) I think everyone on my friends list needs to go out and buy yourself a new outfit. You all deserve it!!!! I know so many of you are going through a hard time right now, but it'll get better. It always does... :)

gothikbutterfly @ 2007-01-22T10:42:00

2007-01-22T15:42:17Z

I don't think Oprah Winfrey is even remotely awesome like everyone says she is. I wish she'd dissappear off of the media's radar.

gothikbutterfly @ 2007-01-11T01:35:00

2007-01-11T06:36:48Z

In the year 2007 I resolve to:
Eat at least 2 pigeons a week.

Get your resolution here.

gothikbutterfly @ 2007-01-10T09:56:00

2007-01-10T14:57:40Z

Get the code (?)

gothikbutterfly @ 2006-06-12T22:53:00

2006-06-13T02:56:53Z

Ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or absurd. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.

I'd really like for everyone to do this... :)

2006-05-01T20:59:36Z

gothikbutterfly @ 2006-04-17T16:35:00

2006-04-17T20:39:51Z

Happy Birthday, vampirelolita! :)

Wishing you the best today and for the rest of the year!

gothikbutterfly @ 2006-02-10T17:49:00

2006-02-10T22:57:43Z

Anthony's 1985 Jeep Wagoneer died. :( It's a major electrical problem, according to the man who was working on it. Anthony is really sad about it, and I am too, just not as much as he is. He keeps talking about how it's his first car and how he didn't want it to die until he was financially stable and the baby was old enough to not really need us to spend über amounts of money on it (as in 4 or 5)... but the day has come and we don't think that we'll be able to afford taking it to a shop to get the wireing all redone...

If someone knows where I can buy a cheap 85 Wagoneer, I'll love you forever...

or at least tell me when I can look up one...

gothikbutterfly @ 2005-12-14T21:41:00

2005-12-15T02:46:38Z

yesturday me and my husband went on a walk down to a cemetary. it was about a mile away, which was pretty nice, except for the fact that it was a two mile walk while being cold/dark. the cemetary was nice... it had a lot of nice head stones and we went and saw his half-sister's grave. it was in a nice spot, and had a bench and everything.

yeah. i was sore as fuck afterwards, and i still am a bit sore, but oh well... i get to work way past my schedualed time tomorrow... yay... more money for me!

gothikbutterfly @ 2005-11-19T18:04:00

2005-11-19T23:10:50Z

i'm sad

i've been sad since yesturday.

:(

i'm leaving the 24th, and coming back the 29th. so, pretty much, i'll arrive in indiana at 9:30 the 25th, and leave 11 someting on the 28th. i don't know how this trip will be. bleh.

i've almost got the guts up to tell anthony that i still cut and that i'm still suicidal at times.

g-mail hates me, and won't let me fucking check my e-mail

i haven't taken a shower since the night before last, and haven't washed my hair in three days, and i need to do my laundry because i have no clean pants and i don't care.

i hate working three days a week. i honestly get exausted from working. i'm still dead from working tuesday, thursday, and friday.

Voice Post

2005-11-10T02:10:06Z

omgwtfbbq

2005-10-25T04:13:17Z

today was fun... ^^

me and the husband went to st. pete beach today. it was lovely. it's been in the seventies today so it's been nice and cool... we were going to fly a kite but our kite broke in the strong winds... :( took lots of pictures, though.

etc.
etc.
etc.

yeah. today was nice.

gothikbutterfly @ 2005-08-26T17:12:00

2005-08-26T21:20:38Z

does any one know where i can find a cheap, but custom made, wedding ring? i really would like to have one that is engraved, but i can't find them in my size... :(

[cleaning of the friends list]

2005-08-06T00:37:31Z

ok, i hate to do this, but i felt like cleaning out my friends list. if i removed you, and you don't want to be removed, then comment and i'll add you back. thanks!

my_creation
livnmynightmare
ldygwynedd
fukkafyla
iokina
hatemail
__slowtalk
cumqueen
sarrahzstyle
neolorax
foamchicken
fallencathedral

gothikbutterfly @ 2005-07-25T16:32:00

2005-07-25T20:39:35Z

I've made my decision, and now I'm friends only. I didn't much appreciate a few people making fun of the entries I wrote. I know I'm emo, but you don't need to make fun of that fact.

Comment here to be added.